Saturday, September 29, 2007 . 18:49

ok.

the previous post has got quite a few responses and comments. some good, some not so good.

but i have decided that, since i have believed for 14 years that god is indeed working somehow in my life, i should just continue and have faith (as cliche as this may sound). and just trust that, if God indeed wants to work in me, he will eventually show me one way or another and i just have to believe.

its not that all those questions are quelled forever now, no, they still exist. and i know, somewhere, sometime in the future, they will pop up again. and im not saying i dont have any doubts anymore. but i guess i should just believe in Him?

and yes i have also realised something else. when i said "basically, its like, when we chrisitians look around, we see everyone (not just christians) having as good a life, if not better, than ours. how can we say we have God on our side if there isnt a clear distinction between ours lives and those of non christians?" i was seriously deluded. we should not measure ourselves by the world's standard. and i cant believe i never thought of this at all. thanks m. helping me to realise that as christians, we should not care so much about how we stand in this world, but how spiritually successful we are.

and yes ill just run the race no matter.