Wednesday, October 10, 2007 . 20:04

i really have no idea what im going to do with my life. i mean like, even for a simple decision: choosing subject combi, i dont even have a clue as to what i should take and what i would be good in.

and like, looking around (and maybe im just mixing around with people who are too, um, above-average) i see everyone with at least an idea of what they are good at, and therefore what career they are most probably going to take when they grow up. whereas for me, i dont really see any area that im particularly good at. like, academically speaking, im smart but not that smart, athletics, im fit but not that fit. And in canoeing, im fast but not that fast, and so on. so it kinda sucks when everyone seems to know what they are good in, and continue to excel in, while i dont know, or dont have any talent.

and modeling sounds weird.