Monday, February 25, 2008 . 21:27

and i just cant seem to excel at anything i do.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008 . 22:31

today training was damn siong la.

we had fartleg. 3x400m, 4x200m, 4x100m. thats essentially 2.4km of sprinting.

and thats not all of course. gym. superset, reps of 20.

then. pool dragonboating. freaking tiring i swear.

ok welcome to the three new people. i hope you all dont quit after 2 weeks like all the other new comers.

dotaing in class damn fun sia. but getting booked by jaira isnt.

oh and am and sa rocks :D

radiance for sa ftw!

Thursday, February 14, 2008 . 20:27

today.

we were told a piece of grave news.

our fellow acsian, Tan Wei Yi has commited suicide.

i had mixed feelings about this. i was shocked, shaken, yet i was confused. i barely knew this guy! why was this? maybe cause i was just reminded how fragile life is, how anyone, maybe someone i know could just pass away suddenly like that. and when i say suddenly, i mean suddenly. no one. NO ONE suspected this. he was cheerful. he was the joker kind. he was loud. or at least. he appeared to be. then all of a sudden. wham bam.

just like that. a wave of silence had enshrouded the sec 3 level as they let the dread of the news slowly seep into their souls, each having a million thoughts racing through their head.

as for me. i didnt know what to feel. scared? sad? shocked? nothing? i shuddered as i thought of the possiblity of nick ng being the one who has passed on. or kenneth. or leon. or anyone else i know for that matter. even me.

i was suddenly faced with the fragility of death. how someone can just say goodbye like that. even at this very moment, someone i know could be halfway through his jump.

unbearable, the thought.

like, i swear if anyone in the inner "circle" passed on, i would just cry, i swear. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYBODY!! <3333333333

Wednesday, February 13, 2008 . 15:55

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETH!!!

yeah heres wishing u the best of luck for the year! hope you are having a great day right now with ____. ;D

anyway its great to have u as a friend despite your immense weirdness. and im glad our friendship has grown to the point we are telepathic. ahemincidentwithleonconcerning"daddyshome"ahem.

this is getting corny. byebye.

Friday, February 08, 2008 . 21:44

happy cny everyone.

i hate cny.

i mean, i like the hong baos and all that.

but. the fact that teachers have this idea that the cny hols are REALLY LONG. is annoying.

that plus the fact that each teacher think we are only taking one subject: theirs.

i swear. the amount of work. + the tests we have to study for. its impossible.

on a lighter note. dota 6.50 is out! Kael is imba. but hard to use. and bloody hell confusing at first.

and, on wednesday leon kenneth nick brian and me went out.

leon me and brian went to cine at 10 (well supposed to. me and brian reached at 10.30) and watched cloverfield. awesome movie. unless you get giddy easily. then the shaky handheld camera-taken movie would be a huge problem.

besides that, the movie was really great. only some idiotic group of boys were like "that was such a retarded movie la!" and they laughed at us for laughing. well not our fault we were the only people who understood the humour : D

anyway, then we went sourcing for a LAN centre for an hour. and ended up booking places in one of them.

(the guy didnt call us in the end)

then lunch. where nick and ken came to meet us. so after lunch, we saw brian off to meet his date which he ditched us for. (he regretted it even before he left) and were about to go cathay/ps to watch a movie, where we saw the lan shop next to the "dota shop" was open.

so what?

we ran across the road like retards to ensure we got places.

and we dota-ed. :D

2 games. me and nick owned once, me with abbadon

leon and ken (motred) (well actually just leon, but. uh nvm) owned once. and that was because his barathum is imba.

then my comp screwed up. so we decided to leave. (it started working when we decided to, but we were like. to hell with that)

next was starbucks. iced signature chocolate is ownage, i swear.

um. then we went to buy kenneth his deathnote note book. as a bday present. i know. retarded.

then went home for renion dinner.

that was like the best day of the cny : D

Sunday, February 03, 2008 . 14:03

yesterday was awesome. yet tiring.

ok so first was training. well that wasnt awesome. just tiring.

then we (kenneth, leon, ryan cheah, me) went to eat at swensens. that was awesome. and well, not tiring, obviously.

then. LAN. cs then dota. hahaha me and leon owned in dota. (but we lost at cs cause leon sucks balls.) this was awesome. not tiring

then. we took a super long time to get to jaira's party. then we got lost in the carpark. then we finally reached his apartment. this was so totally. not so awesome. but tiring. (u have to understand that after training, any amount of physical activity more intense than walking 400m is tiring)

yep it was like 6.45. so we screwed around, guitar-heroed, and kenneth just well uh guitared, and. ya. then i went home after my curfew. the first part was awesome. crufew part wasnt.

so basically. yesterday was awesome.