Friday, May 30, 2008 . 21:13

" She told him she'd rather fix her makeup
Than try and fix what's going on
But the problem keeps on calling
Even with the cell phone gone.

She told him that she believes in living
Bigger than she's living now
But her world keeps spinning backwards
And upside down.

Don't say so long, you're not that far gone.
Don't spin today away, 'cause today will soon be

Gone, like yesterday is gone
Like history is gone
Just try and prove me wrong and pretend like you're immortal.

She said, he said, live like no tomorrow
Everyday we borrow brings us
One step closer to the edge. Infinity.
Where's your treasure, where's your hope,
If you get the world and lose your soul?
She pretends like she pretends like
she's immortal.

Don't say so long, and throw yourself wrong
This could be your big chance to make-up
Today will soon be

Gone, like yesterday is gone
Like history is gone
The world keeps spinning on
You're going, going,
Gone, like summer break is gone,
Like Saturday is gone
Just try and prove me wrong and pretend like you're immortal.

We are not infinite
We are not permanent
Nothing is immediate
And we pretend like we're immortal.
We are so confident in our accomplishments
Look at our decadence.

Gone, like Frank Sinatra, like Elvis and his mom,
Like Al Pacino's cash, nothing lasts in this life
Gone, my High School dreams are gone,
My childhood sweets are gone
Life is a day that doesn't last for long.

Life is more than money, time was never money
Time was never cash, life is still more than girls.
Life is more than hundred dollar bills and roto-tom fills, Life is more than fame and rock and roll and thrills.
All the riches of the kings end up in will
We've got information in the information age
But do we know what life is outside of our
convenient Lexus cages?

She said he said live like no tomorrow
Every moment that we borrow brings us closer
To a God who's never been short of cash
Hey Bono, I'm glad you asked.
Life is still worth living, life is more than we are"

hoho i love this song.
i cant believe you could affect me so much.

i cant believe you are this way now.

so whatever, i dont care anymore. better for me.

Thursday, May 29, 2008 . 19:17

sooo, m@tch retreat this couple of days.

only describable as fun.

first day started off with ice breakers. which they left to the guys to prepare. how stupid of them.

turned out everyone thought someone else will do and only caleb came up with one ice breaker.

well that was still fun. but then we had nothing to do. BUT. being the creative ingenious spontaneous m@tchsticks we are, we came up with games on the spot. we started with polar bear. then we upgraded to werewolf.

NOT FAIR LA CHUA AND ONG KEEP GETTING EVERYONE TO VOTE ME OFF.

then lunchh. koufu da bao. followed by a rather fun workshop by yongzhi. i think it broke the ice better than the ice breakers. hmm.

basically it was about how we should work as a ministry, and specifically as m@tch. we had various activities which were really enjoyable.

BOMB BOMB BOMB! hahahah

and not forgetting the plan to get the other team drunk and steal their things then tie them up. :D

btw i FINALLY know what m@tch stands for. yes i am a lousy m@tch member.

Ministering @ Tacklebox: Care & Hospitality

after this was sharing + admin. which took rather long. but oh well it was a well deserved wait for after that we had a nice expensive dinner at long johns then night games! oh man.

first up: piggy-back passing of pretz sticks. we totally owned the oh too easy challenge part :D

second: 7 of us squeezed on a mat and then we try to flip it over. we did it after MANY tries. and i think it was pretty unhygienic, squeezing liddat. oh wait thats not all. we had to finish 4 cans of coke in a minute. the.freaking.gas.

third: girls blindfolded drawing makeup on guys. guys blindfolded gelling and tying girls hair. totally messed.up. i had to walk around for half an hour with stuff all over my face and neck. caleb had LOSER written on his head with lipstick :D

forth: making skipping ropes from cuttlefish strips and 'skipping' a distance. then making a meaningful picture with the strips. 11 minutes!

fifth: hold hands in a line and cross an obstacle course without touching anything. tolerate annoying 'new members' like john chua and kenneth ong.

anddd that was all. hahahh really funn.

wash up then, movies!

we kept switching movies. and we ended up half going to play soccer some going to watch them play soccer and me and rachel lok the prison break addicts staying to watch prison break 3.

im her official spoiler.

so in the end they stopped soccer and we all watched prison break 3 toghtr. i ended up sleeping halfway xD. cause i was on my sleeping bag. comfy and all. i slapped jaron in my sleep.

today!

started off by running 3.5km in 40minutes. dont even begin to calculate how slow that is. because, it is VERY slow. look at it this way. i take 21minutes to run 4km. yep.

oh yeah i think when leaving caleb whacked ruth thinking it was me :P hahah to caleb: what a loserrr. to ruth: hahah sorry.

breakfast at queenstown.

bused back. slacking time! poker on jeremy's comp!

morning devotion. personal reflections. poker. hahah stupid ghost stories.

we won poker once! oh the joy.

then off to faith acts for workshop number two. talk about ministries and hospitality.

interactions with the faith acts kids. funny! and they are pro at table soccer kay, i tell you.

then it was off to watch prison break 3 again. i got tempted away to play monkey. from 4 people we grew to 7! what can i say. we are influential people.

then the dreaded pizza. smart guys wanted six pizzas. stupid people said eight. so being the chivalrous gentlmen we were, we submissively obliged. all of us ended up gorging ourselves. and it was the guys who suffered the most. the girls ate 2 per person, max. guys ate 6 per person, max, 4 min. oh, the unfairness in life.

a bit of frisby with caleb jaron and nevin and then home.

i love the m@tch people! yay.

heh i think this post was a tad too long.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008 . 23:08

tsk. now ill be gone for another two days. 28-29th.


at least its a break from training. speaking of which. today was wasted. it rained in the afternoon and thus we barely trained. by barely i mean, you either do a 200m sprint, warm up, or nothing at all if you are slow.

so basically the whole team crowded and squeezed under one pavillion. where we stood talking cock and screwing around and occasiaonally listening to the scoldings and briefings. what fun.

shit i havent packed. screwwww. you know whats worse than normal training


dual training.

yep. that is, twice a day. 7-8.30, 3-6

gym then water training. gosh it sucks.

you see that thing with wings over there? thats my social life. and its flying away. rapidly.

seriously. it takes up the whole freaking day. and its rather tiring.

oh well whatever, just less than 2 weeks more. then back to normal training which still sucks. beggars cant be choosers though.



where are youuuu

Saturday, May 24, 2008 . 12:11

ok ok ok ok, first of all. WE OWNED FITC. 68-13.

and we dint cheat, you stupid maphackers.

so anyway on thursday we stayed over at brians house. it was total retardedness i tell you. from dotaing to calling random people to eating noodles at 3am to going to ahemshocksitesahem.

so friday was camp. rather slack. we played a lot of dota. :DDDDD

today has been rather shitty. too sleepy during training. i was this close: " "

to dying. srsly.

Monday, May 19, 2008 . 21:43

Sunday, May 18, 2008 . 21:59

" But if we are the Body
Why aren't His arms reaching
Why aren't His hands healing
Why aren't His words teaching
And if we are the Body
Why aren't His feet going
Why is His love not showing them there is a way
There is a way"


so yeah results were bad whatever whatever. who cares right. its 20%.

so friday was still fun. soccer + lan lifted my spirits.

saturday was an awesome training. yes i know u cant believe im saying this and i cant either. but yes, it was awesome. adrenaline rocks.

there IS joy in the pain.

but only in retrospect.

so rest of the day was ps3+ggc

gg client rocks really. and anyway my dad bought this new internet thingum. so now i have virtually no lag. yayness. and viper is just gay. and tb.



and here we go again.

Friday, May 16, 2008 . 21:43

SCREW.



i hate mid years. fullstop.

Sunday, May 11, 2008 . 13:03

ok so the exams are over. w00t.

well friday itself was rather messed up.

the plan was supposed to be: play soccer with like a lot of people. (20?) then go watch movie with some of them.

well the soccer part was ok.

right so then we were stoning in the ac. when me nick and leon decided to go shower. to cut a long story short, we took too long and they left. oh and also cause leon hung up on them. idiot.

yes so whatever, we called teck hong and he said they werent waiting for us. so we decided to go ourselves.


but its not as screwed up as it sounds anw. it was still quite fun. what happens in vegas is hilariouss.


so here comes saturday. (training)

which was rather alright actually. if not for the fact that i had gastric when running. i FINALLY got to use regata. so yay.

after that was lan. not very fun cause i dint own in any match. (i think in general the teaming was imba) but whatever, its the experience.


yes so now i should really go to church. bye.

Wednesday, May 07, 2008 . 21:50

oh cheer up, darling.

Tuesday, May 06, 2008 . 20:48

alright before i forget. i just go commanded by queenie to uh promote a concert.

So here are the details:

Name: VJC Rock Off Malaria
Date: 17th May
Time: 7:30p.m.
Tickets: $15, $17 on the day
Venue: Fort Gate @ Fort Canning
Tell me if you want tickets. Alternatively you can contact me @ 94781182 (my old number, just leave a message) or leave a tag.

Thanks.

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and once again im caught in the situation where, i know in the back of my mind im supposed to be busying myself with trying to memorise what reacts with what and what is produced by what and what not, but am not doing it.

so, at a loss of what to do to quell my boredom.

i blogged.

oh well. since im here. might as well.

hmm so today was c math. i think it was rather alright. (well not really actually) but the first paper was horrible. esp the last qn. like wtf i got some long-ass eqn with a degree of 4.

something to the extent of: (b^2)(t^2) + 2b(t^4) + 2(b^2) +(b^3)t

ok anyway besides that, it was fun leaving sch at 10.15 while seeing all the express and ib trip sci n00bs study for their next paper. (:P)

so with chem, hist, a math and chinese to go, i feel rather sick of studying. and walking into that huge hall which makes the MYs feel really impt when they are not. and of listening to that idiot who cant count rows properly.

but seriously, THEY SHOULD JUST HAVE IT IN THE CLASS ROOM WTF.

that aside, i cant wait for friday. and sat (not including the morning)

Monday, May 05, 2008 . 21:37

blahblahblah physics kns.

dint finish the paper. minus-ed a few marks here and there already.

screw it. i shall follow my principle of not thinking about the paper after its done.

until just before i get it back, that is


oh well. c math tmrrr. rather scared. (hahah at least i dont have bio, trip sci n00bs)

nevermind i shall have my lucky star watching over me.


hoho i love my bff <3

Saturday, May 03, 2008 . 21:10

yayy i got my bnet fixed.

hooray hooray.

im in a really good mood today.(and its not just cause of bnet)

uhh oh well besides that i actually have nothing to post about. heh.

umm

300th post btw!
w00t.

byeeee (retardid policeman l0l!)

Friday, May 02, 2008 . 15:44

ihs and lang arts done.

sigh my wrist hurts now. i wrote 900 words + for each. hahah oh well. hope i score high.

next, physics! rather confident.

Thursday, May 01, 2008 . 21:51

hehh less than 12 hours to exams

thats less than how long i slept today (12.20am-1150am)

oh well. it refreshed me.

besides that, today was rather uneventful and boringg.


JUST finished reading all 3 short stories. ownage.

ok but damn this i dont feel confident abt tmr. ihs OR larts.

oh well. good luck to me. and to everyone else whos having exams tmr as well