Tuesday, March 31, 2009 . 21:42

The tension in the air.

The adrenaline rushing through our veins...



Go.

And then the water hissing over our blades, the wind whistling through our hair.

The calls, the pants, as each stroke is executed to perfection.

The final burst.

Then..The end.

The feeling of victory rushing through our veins.


I want that.

We can get it. We must.

Monday, March 30, 2009 . 17:48

people should really be less nosey.

Sunday, March 22, 2009 . 13:18

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss

Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Wednesday, March 18, 2009 . 10:23

Sooooo. Holidays have started.

Guess what we kicked it off with. A Canoe Competition! What else could possibly be more fun.

We got pretty much owned since it was 18 and below. Anyhow, we have secured a silver medal for nationals. Though, we mustmustmust get gold. 3 seconds nia.

That aside, the first 4 days of holiday has actually been quite nice. Oversleeping on monday turned out to be a wise decision by my body.




Oh sweetie, we don't need to hide. Ahh, what if my heart bursts.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009 . 20:58

and for that split second, my life is perfect.

Thursday, March 12, 2009 . 20:45

now, we need this kind of skills.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009 . 22:24

when reality is finally better than your dreams.


anyway.

Its been a slack week academics wise. Whats more bothering is the competition this weekend. And the trainings that have been leading up to it. Its rather frustrating to not know what goes wrong in the boat, and why we are moving so very slow. For those in the k4, its our last year. Whatever happens, happens. No next year, no second chance. And while right now the best solution might seem to be to swap some people out and around, i would really like that the original 4 stick and somehow manage to work out our problems. In any case, the 4 of us have to race together this weekend. I hope we do well. I hope we show them. I hope the training hasn't come to nothing.

Thursday, March 05, 2009 . 23:58

Today was bittersweet. In the sense that there was bitter and there was sweet, not that each event was bittersweet in itself.

School itself was pretty alright. But after I left the class for training I realised I had left my shoe bag in class. Which was locked. And it contained my running shoes (obviously), my recovery drink powder, my sun block, my umbrella and my deo. Important stuff, yo. So I had to climb in through the top window. Not a wise choice for the cleanliness freak.

In any case, I got it. And realised the bus wasn't even here yet. I could have gotten the key and possibly make it in time. So anyway, off to training. Where we got clearly owned.

And then we didn't run. So much for shoes.

I had to go for Mraz concert after that, and I said I would reach at 7.30. But after ken's driver dropped him and hanjie off at kap, we got caught in a jam T.T

Anyhow, I reached at 7.55 and we still got in. Though a lot of people who we didn't really want there were there. But other than that, this was rather the sweet part.


So, clearly..the sweet outweighs the bitter.

Tuesday, March 03, 2009 . 20:50

10 days.

30.

faster, faster, faster.

Monday, March 02, 2009 . 22:55

"Although you were biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they're quick
And probably have to do with your insecurities
There's no shame in being crazy,
Depending on how you take these
Words I'm paraphrasing this relationship we're staging

And what a beautiful mess this is
It's like picking up trash in dresses

Through timeless words, and priceless pictures
We'll fly like birds, out of this earth
And times they turn, and hearts disfigure
But that's no concern when we're wounded together
And we tore our dresses, and stained our shirts
But it's nice today, oh the wait was so worth it."

Sunday, March 01, 2009 . 07:58

You're right, I'm actually pretty scared too.