Wednesday, April 22, 2009 . 21:14

All these fears. Where are they coming from?

Remove them, please? I can't function like this, I can't.

And worst of all, these fears, they are fears of myself. Can I expect any trust at all if I don't trust myself?

And indeed, I have no faith in myself. It's all suddenly like that fateful day again. Risks, doubts, fear. I had cast of all them aside for a chance at something I wanted dearly.

Yet now they're back. Even more obstructive than before.

Given, this time I want it even more dearly than before, too.

But question is, how long will I want it for?